Saturday, October 16, 2010

Health care in America - a crime

A few weeks ago I started having unbearable back pain. I figured it was just stress or I pulled it somehow. I go and get a massage. No help. I take OTC pain relievers and wait for it to go away.
Only this time it doesn't, it gets worse. Pain is shooting down my leg, I can't stand or walk for more than a few minutes, Now it's radiating around my ribs and I am having trouble breathing. My right side hurts.
Finally after 4 weeks of this getting increasingly worse, not being able to get into the local clinic I can't take it any more so I go to the local ER. I hate going to them for anything especially this kind of thing but really can't take any more. At first they we all nice, friendly, concerned and working to find out the problem. Then comes the "DOCTOR" , the one person making buttloads of cash for rubber stamping the work others do for him. He tells me I should have gone to a clinic or a real Doctor. Then to my shock and amazement he says "you need to go to a clinic and not come back here again.".
But, but damn it! I TRIED to go to a goddamn clinic. They are so overworked they don't have appointments for MONTHS. For fuck's sake don't these people LISTEN to what you tell them?
He sends me to the PA, they give me 12 vicoden and kick me to the curb, washing their hands of my kind.
I go home, dutifully eat my pain pills, try once again to get into a clinic (to no avail) and wait. And suffer.
Fast forward 3 days... it's worse. The pain pills are useless. Nothing has changed. So I go to another ER. This one with a reputation of being good. I am more prepared this time. I have a written littany of symptoms, the discharge papers from my previous exercise in futility, all my meds (including the empty bottles I have no way to refill). It starts out well, they have a plan of action, they are going to run x, y and z tests. They have a theory. I think "YAY!" real honest to god medical personnel that know their jobs and care! Until shift change.
My test results are in... the new doctor -that never even looked at my chart - walks in and says " Good news! :) your tests are all negative... there is nothing wrong with you!"
... I am speechless. "What do you mean?" As though suddenly the pain is all supposed to just magically go away cause your 3 tests found nothing? He stutters... "well what are your symptoms?" I repeat a portion of the littany. He tells me well maybe you should go see your regular doctor. Oh! I see! I am supposed to go see the clinic doctor that is so overworked I can't get an appointment anytime in the next 3 months. Just so long as I don't inconvenience you again.
The new nurse comes in and is in such a hurry to remove my IV port she lets blood drip down my arm and all over the room. Here is your Rx for stomach meds (!??!) now GTFO.

So here I sit, still in pain, still sick, several thousand dollars in the hole and absolutely NOTHING to show for it but further proof that our health care system is irrevocably broken and the medical profession is so full of incompetent, greedy, fools that it may as well not exist.

Welcome to the Corporate States of America. It makes me want to cry, scream and yell. This is not the United States I grew up in. Where the hell did my country go?

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

UNemployment - frightening

While sitting here looking at the news of oil spills and wildfires and record heat waves. I found this report on DailyKos. It is a very visually graphic way of showing just how incredibly bad things really are and why I am still unemployed. This is the longest stretch of unemployment I have experienced in my lifetime. It is depressing at a minimum. Watch this video to see what I mean.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

A Month Later - more horrible than imagined

On April 27th I posted a blog about this oil LEAK in the gulf. Nearly a month later they have not stopped it nor slowed it down. The damage to the coast, animals and people is incalculable. The oil is now in the loop current that circles the gulf and goes up the east coast. It is many times larger than the Exxon Valdez spill. And the size is only increasing. This is heart breaking to me.


I have never been a fan of offshore drilling. Anyone who lives here knows there are small leaks all the time. The sands of Galveston are often covered in oil just a few inches under the surface.
That is a small inconvenience compared to this.


One of my favorite things to do on a nice day is ride the ferry and watch the dolphins alongside the boats. When a pod of 6 bottlenosed dolphins washed up on a Louisiana shore dead and covered in oil I cried.


The Gulf will not recover from this for decades, if at all. Most probably not in my lifetime.
I hope every day that those responsible pay with their freedom - they deserve nothing less than life on a La. chain gang cleaning up this toxic sludge they allowed to happen in the name of the almighty dollar. I know they will not.


http://www.pbs.org/newshour/rundown/2010/05/bp-siphoning-5000-barrels-a-day-from-spill-spokesman-says.html

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

This is a story that NEEDS your attention.

Please take action by commenting.

The current oil leak (as of April 27, 2010) from the Deepwater Horizon rig owned by British Petroleum is a man-made disaster of epic proportions that threatens to disrupt the lives and life cycles of ALL sea life on the Gulf Coast for decades to come.

42,000 gallons of oil a day are pouring into the waters of the Gulf of Mexico and nobody has figured out how to stop it.
It will destroy many natural habitats for fish/sealife and animals as well as humans. It will disrupt the lives of many people who are dependent on the gulf for their livelihoods.
Drilling like this without emergency shut off equipment and procedures is an un-excuseable lapse of safety and ethics. Please comment to deny any further deep-water leases until these concerns are met fully and openly by the oil companies to http://ocs5yeareis.anl.gov/.

This is a story that NEEDS your attention.
Here are links to the news stories and blogs about this:
http://www.dailykos.com/story/2010/4/27/861087/-A-Slow-motion-Disaster-in-the-Gulf-%28Updated%29

http://www.dailykos.com/storyonly/2010/4/26/860986/-Oil-spill-in-Gulf-of-Mexico-grows,-leaks-still-gushing-oil

From AP From Huffington Post (with NASA Pictures) From CNN

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Hate and violence and healthcare

Here is a CNN story from today: http://www.cnn.com/2010/POLITICS/03/25/congress.threats/index.html?iref=allsearch
While I appreciate that most republicans not to blame, there are, in fact, extremists that are to blame for the death threats and acts of vandalism against several Democratic Reps. that has resulted in at least 10 members of congress currently being placed under extra security.
More over as I watched the final House debate Sunday there were tea party protesters outside being egged on by Republican congress critters.
Just to make matters worse (from their point of view), 2 days ago a USA today Poll showed that Health Care reform is now favored 49% to 40% here's the link to that story: http://www.usatoday.com/news/washington/2010-03-23-health-poll-favorable_N.htm

Also remember that in 2000 when the election was decided by the Supreme Court there were just as many Democrats unhappy with the legislation as there are Republicans unhappy now. We democrats just don't (as a rule) approve of or promote hate and violence.

For once we have a moderate (YES moderate - trust me I am pretty far left compared to President Obama) Democrat in office and majority in both houses of Congress. I for one am thrilled to death that the environmental policies are once again being enforced, that we are leaving Iraq, that after 10 years of waiting Hate Crimes legislation has been made law, we have regulations controlling at least some of the BS that Credit card and Health Insurance companies have been pulling, and today the Pentagon announced a major step on the way to repealing DADT.
Almost makes me wanna dance in the streets. Now if the Cowboys and Militiamen will just calm down life would be one step close to perfect. Well there is that pesky unemployment thing *sigh*

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I believe

For the last year I have written blogs, written and called my Senators and Rep., gone to a town hall meeting, talk and argued with my friends and family, watch some of the most boring debates, read Bills that were thousands of pages long, disseminated, analyzed said Bills, listened to speeches, and followed pundits from both sides.
I did all those things for one reason. Because I believe that the Health Care system in this country has become fatally flawed. It has failed person after person, myself included.
Finally, tonight the first major step in the effort to fix this travesty has been taken and we WON!
The President of the USA has been sent part 1 of the (many part) Heath Care/Insurance Reform Bills.
Now please don't misunderstand me. The Senate Bill that was just passed is far far from perfect. In fact if it were to stand on it's own it would Suck. But here are some of the things it addresses effective the minute the President Signs it - http://www.dems.gov/blog/the-top-ten-immediate-benefits-you-ll-get-when-health-care-reform-passes

The Top Ten Immediate Benefits You’ll Get When Health Care Reform Passes

As soon as health care passes, the American people will see immediate benefits. The legislation will:

  • Prohibit pre-existing condition exclusions for children in all new plans;
  • Provide immediate access to insurance for uninsured Americans who are uninsured because of a pre-existing condition through a temporary high-risk pool;
  • Prohibit dropping people from coverage when they get sick in all individual plans;
  • Lower seniors prescription drug prices by beginning to close the donut hole;
  • Offer tax credits to small businesses to purchase coverage;
  • Eliminate lifetime limits and restrictive annual limits on benefits in all plans;
  • Require plans to cover an enrollee’s dependent children until age 26;
  • Require new plans to cover preventive services and immunizations without cost-sharing;
  • Ensure consumers have access to an effective internal and external appeals process to appeal new insurance plan decisions;
  • Require premium rebates to enrollees from insurers with high administrative expenditures and require public disclosure of the percent of premiums applied to overhead costs.

By enacting these provisions right away, and others over time, we will be able to lower costs for everyone and give all Americans and small businesses more control over their health care choices.

So now what? Next up is the Senate. In addition to passing the Senate Bill tonight the House also passed a Budget Reconciliation Bill that deals with the financial aspect of this Legislation. It contains things like a major change in how Student Loans are repaid. I will have more about that one soon but for now it feels great to know that after 8 very long years of living in a society that moved backwards nearly to a totalitarian state we are finally beginning to move forward.

Yay for progress!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

What have I done?

What have I done?
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Tue Mar 16, 2010 at 12:20:41 AM PDT

When I was 12 years old cigarettes were 50 cents a pack. It was very cool to smoke... "OK maybe I'll try one". That was 38 years ago.
For most of the last 20 or so of those years I have listened to everyone and their brother tell me why they thought I should quit. Not one of those reasons worked for me. I simply was not prepared to quit. Besides I had a secret...

Yep for all of those twenty some odd years I have known that (aside from food) this was my true addiction.
For me to quit was going to be hard. I mean really hard.
On Friday March 13th, 18 days short of my 50th birthday I made a conscious decision to finally fight this demon. Approx. 11pm I smoked my last cigarette.

As I write this I have now gone 72 hours with no nicotine. It is both harder and easier than I expected. The cravings can be easily divided into mental and physical.
The mental: easier than expected. Things like reaching for a smoke when I get into my car, after I eat a meal, while playing on the computer. These are easy to defeat. just don't have a pack there, continue to "forget" to buy more, have gum jerky or something there instead.
The physical: This is the hardest. It is far far worse than I expected. The first night I was surprised at how quickly it was an issue. I have certainly, over the course of the last 38 years have occasion to not smoke for days on end. But here I was 7 hours after quitting, skin crawling, leg jittering, can't sleep. WTF! I searched my house for even a butt to smoke. nothing. I had been careful to be certain there weren't any in the house.

Each night has gotten a bit easier, fortunately.
I am still tempted. I will probably stay this way for a while. But I have done it. I beat the demon. At least for today.

Friday, March 5, 2010

more proof of idiocy

many liberals said that Bush was ruining the country. I said it frequently. Few believed me. Many reviled and lambasted me for my opinion. As we move on to the next decade and a new Administration is in place the data from the last 10 years is coming to light. None of it pretty. Read more about the "Lost decade" here: http://www.dailykos.com/storyonly/2010/3/4/843147/-More-on-the-Lost-Decade,-Courtesy-of-Cheney-Bush

Simply amazing that there are those that want to return us to the policies that nearly destroyed us. And "I" am the bad guy here? Not in my book.
FYI Meteor Blades has some great diaries. Worth the time to look them up.

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Fri Mar 05, 2010 at 09:56:03 AM PST

Just about any way you look at it, the country got smacked around from January 2001 to January 2009. Aside from its wretched foreign policy, violations of human rights and civil liberties, nowhere did the Bush administration pound us harder than on the economy. Despite this, the Republican Party's megaphones at Foxaganda and scattered throughout much of the rest of media are now eagerly telling Americans our future prosperity depends on another round of the clever governance that got us where we are.

To illustrate just how disastrous the GOP's last turn at the wheel was, The Economist recently highlighted figures from Christopher Wood, a strategist at the Hong Kong-based investment group CLSA:

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Real GDP in America grew by an average of 1.9% a year during the 2000s. This may not sound all that terrible, especially for a decade that saw one short recession and another particularly deep and long one. But it is the economy’s worst performance for a long time. During the previous six decades, average growth was 3.9% a year. Only the 1930s—when growth was a mere 0.9% a year—were worse. And America’s population is growing smartly, so GDP per head has grown a good deal more sluggishly than GDP as a whole. The story is much the same when the growth in Americans’ personal consumption during the ten years to the end of 2009 is compared with previous decades. Again, only the 1930s were worse.

In terms of employment growth, the 2000s were also a lost decade. In the years between 1940 and 1999 the number of Americans employed outside farming grew by an average of 27% each decade. In the one just past it fell by 0.8%. In January this year, the number of people who had been jobless for more than six months reached 6.3m. And though the economy has grown for each of the past two quarters, the unemployment rate has only just begun to inch downwards. Though the recession is now supposedly at an end, the pain of the noughties’ miserable economic performance will be felt for a long time to come.

It's true that the deregulatory fever which got its first big boost from the Reagan administration culminated with some awful actions in the late '90s, stuff like the deep-sixing of the Glass-Steagall Act that Republicans pushed but which the White House might have vetoed had it not been for the likes of Robert Rubin and Larry Summers saying what a good idea repealing that New Deal era protection was. An overeager expansion of unfettered free trade and the dot.com bubble also took their toll. Nonetheless, that earlier decade ended with the federal budget in a modest surplus and a record 23 million jobs generated.

The Republicans have a solution for the economic mess we're in: Bring back the '00s. No better slogan than one ending in zeroes could be found for the Party of No.

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Open Letter to Senator Cornyn

The following is a letter I sent to the Senator and reposted to DailyKos.

Open Letter to Senator Cornyn

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Wed Mar 03, 2010 at 11:44:04 AM PST

This is my first diary so please bear with me...
I am really fed up. Earlier I was reading about the 19 Senators that voted against the extension of Unemployment benefits. As a 17 year resident of Texas this man and his justifications for denying me and my family assistance when we need it most is inexcusable.
This man has lived off the backs of myself and taxpayers like me for 8 years in the Senate and and since 1984 in local/state offices.
I have worked nearly every day of my life since 1976 and some politician thinks he is justified to deny me benefits I have worked hard for? It is outrageous! I will be actively working for his defeat in the next election.

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Senator Cornyn,
Your decision to NOT vote for the federal unemployment extension has disgusted and appalled me. Your behavior shows you to be morally bankrupt and ethically challenged. I hope you never are placed in the position you have attempted to place me and the 50,000+ others whose benefits either had run out or were about to.
I have been unemployed since last October. I am 50 years old and normally self-sufficent. I send out in excess of 100 resumes per month. Had your co-workers voted as you did I would now be homeless with my 72 year old mother whose mortgage I pay out of my unemployment insurance. The same unemployment insurance I EARNED by working.
You claim to be a religious man. This is how you show compassion towards your fellow man? If you are so concerned about the budget why didn't you vote against the medicare expansion? Or the unaccounted for wars?
You Sir, are a perfect example of why people hate government.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

DADT - a national disgrace

It has now existed as law for 14 years. The great "Compromise". Don't ask, Don't tell. It is a disgrace that forces people to make bad choices. One that makes liars and social outcasts of service members for no good reason.
From Alexander the Great to Lt. Dan Choi gays have existed in the military. Being gay has never destroyed "unit cohesion" as the defenders of this law state. Rather the opposite. By being able to be themselves, to share their lives just like their hetrosexual compatriots it increases the camaraderie. It also removes a potential threat to security.. the threat of black mail.
The travesty that is DADT must be repealed. It is the only right thing to do.

The following is an editorial posted a few days ago by a service member that was discharged because of DADT.
http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/10052/1037169-109.stm

To be a soldier ... or a human being: One woman's encounter with 'don't ask, don't tell'
I just wanted to serve my country, but my country didn't want me. CMU grad student KAREN MESKO tells her story
Sunday, February 21, 2010

On Feb. 2, the chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, Adm. Michael Mullen, told members of Congress that "allowing gays and lesbians to serve openly would be the right thing to do." He spoke words I've waited years to hear: "We have in place a policy which forces young men and women to lie about who they are in order to defend their fellow citizens. For me personally, it comes down to integrity -- theirs as individuals, and ours as an institution."

I joined the Reserve Officers Training Corps as a freshman at the University of Michigan. In my junior year, I fell in love and realized I was gay. This was all a bit preoccupying, but what overwhelmed me was the weight of having to lie to the military.

"Don't ask, don't tell" is a federal law that prohibits military service by openly gay Americans. It requires the nearly impossible of those who still want to serve -- that you be celibate and completely closeted. Anyone who knows you're gay is a risk, so the closet often extends into your personal life. I faced a moral dilemma -- serving my country or upholding my integrity and honor.

This dilemma haunted me as graduation neared. Since I loved the military and couldn't imagine never wearing the uniform again, I tried to make the best of the situation. I decided to commission into the Reserves and take a civilian job so I could at least live honestly in my personal life. It was a huge disappointment to give up my dream of an active-duty career, a dream I had spent four years training for, day in and day out.

I began working at a large, progressive corporation. To my surprise, two of my new colleagues were themselves in the National Guard and Reserves. "Don't ask, don't tell" had followed me all the way to my cubicle in a Fortune 50 company. I kept to myself, but in the course of the workday I inevitably had to lie about my friends, weekend plans and relationship.

This same distance separated me from my fellow officers and soldiers at drill weekend each month. I worked hard but rarely socialized. The careful distance I maintained prevented me from forging close friendships in my unit. If I did detract from unit cohesion, it wasn't because I'm gay, it was because I couldn't be openly gay.

One of the worst aspects of being closeted is not just feeling like less of a person, but becoming less of a person -- less open, less honest, less trusting.

After several years, I was no longer willing to live in fear of being found out, or to continue compromising my integrity. I finally came out to my commander and was subsequently discharged -- for "moral and professional dereliction," as my Army discharge papers read.

I was a "distinguished graduate" of all three military training courses I attended, graduating first in my platoon in one course. I achieved perfect scores on physical fitness tests and received outstanding performance ratings.

My commander didn't want to lose me, and we talked often during the year it took to process my discharge. He didn't see why I couldn't continue serving and just keep my personal life private. In response, I asked him to try hiding his relationships for just one day -- one day without discussing his wife or kids with anyone, without even indicating he had a wife and kids. I looked at his wedding ring and said that it would have to go.

He finally understood my point: The person you build a life with is not a hobby or a "lifestyle" you can just as easily keep private as not. "Don't ask, don't tell" is not about discretion, but the dehumanization of gay service members simply because of who they love.

I deeply regret losing out on an active-duty career. I regret not being able to continue serving, especially given the toll two wars has taken on our military. It pains me to watch friends and loved ones keep deploying, while I am not there to share the burden.

But I am inspired by Adm. Mullen's leadership in trying to restore the integrity of one of our nation's most respected institutions. My hope is that a little girl growing up today won't have to make the choice I had to -- between being a soldier and being a human being.

Karen Mesko is working on a master's degree in public policy and management at Carnegie Mellon University (kmesko@andrew.cmu.edu). After completing Air Force ROTC training at the University of Michigan in 2004, she served as an officer in the Air Force Reserves and the Army National Guard. She grew up in Traverse City, Mich.

Read more: http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/10052/1037169-109.stm#ixzz0gWngWfnz

Health Care comments

Last night, Wednesday Feb. 24th, Keith Olbermann from MSNBC aired a very emotional and (for him) personal "Special Comment". In it he discusses the frightening and difficult health care decisions he is currently facing regarding his father. He talks about How much more difficult it is for those with no health insurance, no living will or end of life directives. Take his advise. Talk to those you love so you too can be prepared for the difficult decisions. Don't let anyone scare you into believing it is about death.

Keith is known for his passionate support of the House Health Care bill and provisions contained within it. He has on many occasions berated the politicians for their lack of caring for the American people. This instance is no exception. However, it is one of the most impassioned pleas I have heard from anyone to date.
I highly recommend you watch it. It is worth a few minutes of your life. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2010/02/24/keith-olbermanns-emotiona_n_475973.html


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Monday, February 22, 2010

Getting poorer

I read, as often as possible, the DailyKos. As a liberal I find many great diaries there. Today I found one that offers proof of my long held conviction that the "Middle-class" of this country is being eliminated. Here is the link and an excerpt.. see for yourself. http://www.dailykos.com/story/2010/2/22/839516/-Junk-economics-and-the-rape-of-the-middle-class

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Mon Feb 22, 2010 at 09:04:04 AM PST

"Behind every great fortune lies a great crime."
- Balzac

Capitalism hasn't failed. What has failed is the economic system in place today.
No amount of government taxes, trade barriers, or regulation caused it to fail.
No investigative reporter, or congressional oversight committee, or regulatory watchdog, exposed the massive fraud and corruption in the financial system today. All of the safeguards put in place to protect the public, and the current system from itself, failed.
The global financial crisis came to light because what amounts to a falling out amongst thieves. They simply stopped trusting the ability of each other to pay their debts. Once lending stopped, credit creation froze, and the Ponzi-scheme that parallels our financial system broke down.

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This so-called "Great Recession" isn't cyclical, it's secular and the problems are systemic. We didn't get here by accident. Choices were made by very wealthy and powerful people, thus those choices can be reversed.
It's important to understand that we aren't fighting Adam Smith's Invisible Hand. We are fighting against the Money Trust.

"We must break the Money Trust or the Money Trust will break us." - Louis D. Brandeis, 1913

The first thing that one must acknowledge is that we have just witnessed one of the most massive transfers of wealth, from the poor to the rich, in mankind's history. This enormous theft now threatens the very existence of the middle class in America. David DeGraw does an excellent job of adding it all up. Here are a few highlights:

50 million Americans now live in poverty
Half of all American children will need foodstamps at some point in their lives
Hunger rates are now at all-time highs
50 million citizens are now without health care
1.4 million filed for bankruptcy last year, 60% of them because of medical bills
13 million are expected to lose their homes before the crisis is over
Meanwhile, we incarcerate more people in the world than any other nation, and a new prison opens somewhere in America every week.


Read the rest - it's worth your time.